Bitter and Alone- By me

I'm watching and waiting
for your one decision
that decides my fate
my love and my choice

I yearned and pleaded
for your love and affection
I knew you had promised
your soul to the others

You told me you loved me
that I was just perfect
And I never had felt that
I trusted your words

Now I am alone
Without your affection
Without your love
Bitter and alone